Today I walked into life with a new sense of hope. Yesterday I cried longing for a past that was devastating carrying the scent of you. Yesterday I closed my eyes & dreamed of a life with you. Today I opened those eyes no longer trapped in what you appeared to be. Yesterday I danced on the ledge contemplating a jump in the hopes you finally see me & not through. Today I walked into my new life with clear picture of who I am.
Today I walked into this world fresh new like a newborn vampire seeing the elements in all it’s beauty for the first time. Yesterday I howled at the wind like a werewolf mourning the lost of her pack. I died a slow & painful death, dying until there’s nothing left. My inner being is entangled into your world, a place so dangerous I lost sight of my soul.
Down here in the depths of despair a flame flickers. I’m the Phoenix rising from the ash born a new. Like waves crashing against bare rock I am strong. Like the tallest of Sequoia’s I will stand tall taking my rightful place in this world. My plate of amour will shine bright from the watch tower as a beacon of light from the highest lighthouse calling guiding sea brats home. Yesterday I cried. Today I celebrate.
Today blog is inspired by self-doubt. I learned a valuable listen, self-doubt is a motivation killer. We all have kinks in our amour but no matter tough the road gets, staying the course is essential. The human brain can take a person to depths of low that is just unimaginable, knowing who you are is the greatest gift a person can have in their arsenal. Remember there’s always a light a the end of the tunnel.
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