Introduction

Hello everyone, welcome to Confessions.  I’m your host Sunny Larue known as the professional martini drinking blogger.  This week’s episode we will visit my first blog as a mental health blogger “Repair My Armor”.  As the year comes to a close, most of us are reflecting on many thoughts and feelings. It’s tough especially for someone struggling with mental health or disorder.  Yes it’s true we have a lot to be thankful for, however, with Christmas and New Years looming coupled by a traumatic event like the death of a loved one surely makes it difficult to survive.  

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If you are experiencing suicidal thoughts or self harm call 911 or
contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (800) 273-8255

In The Trench

At the time of my blog it was eight years after my mother’s death.  Still trying to cope emotionally with the weight of unbearable loss, my Chum had a rage war and the stakes were high.  I would often drift out relying on my imagination for comfort or as I call it “in the trench”. The problem is that the lines started to blur to the point where I couldn’t tell reality from my imagination.  My addictive behavior led me down a dark hole powerless to stop falling. I just went with it. The result is my trolling on social media. Doing anything I can do for a like. When my mother received her heavenly wings is when I lost my soul.  It will take eight years before I can feel whole again.

And now I present an excerpt from “Repair My Armor.”

Repair My Armor read in it’s entirety.

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This podcast is dedicated to my mother
Carolyn V. Wormely.
Sunrise: October 26, 1935 🌹 Sunset: December 13, 2009

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Thank you to my family and friends for loving me.

Thank you Trudie you’re a rockstar.

To all the “Lost Souls” keep you head towards the sky know that you are someone and you are loved!

And a special “thank you” to the rockstar who showed the world how beautiful we all are “AK”

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Until next time….

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Before signing off want to send a shout out to my blogging sister Catherine Mullen. Wishing you a “Happy Birthday”. Hope you are enjoying your special day. Follow Cat’s award winning blog “Shatter The Silence” and don’t forget to subscribe. Follower Cat on social media “irishgirl692”

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This is a transcript of the podcast of Confessions produced by Sunny Larue known as the Professional Martini Drinking Blogger copyright December 6, 2019 a part of The Wormely Company.  Comments are soldily opinions of Sunny Larue. Sunny Larue is not a licensed healthcare worker or licensed Physician. If you are experiencing thoughts of suicide or self harm call 911 or contact National Suicide Prevention Hotline (800) 273-8255.

If you have any questions or concerns contact Sunny Larue at sunnylarue17@gmail.com or sunnylarue17@yahoo.com.