Today is the start of another work week. I been having such anger and I know why. It’s getting harder for me to function and my chipper happy-go-lucky self has all but disappeared. I feel so alone even though I’m standing in a plaza filled with people. My Chum and his band mates are knocking at the stage door demanding I should let them in. It’s a concert I don’t want to attend. I’m having difficulty expressing these range of emotions. I see the signs, you know to stay positive in the darkness even my candy wrapper has a positive message “Be fearlessly authentic” really?