Original Post Date: May 7, 2019
Hello all you masters of words, today I’m feeling a bit down and under the weather. This week has been very tough in fact, this month has been very tough. I feel like my words aren’t being heard and I’m falling deeper into my depression. I put on a brave face, its all an act. Whenever someone ask how I am doing my generic response is “I’m doing just fine” clearly not true. I should get the Academy Award for best fake-smile. I’m far from being fine. I’m far from being normal, I mean what is normal? The truth is I’m scared, I feel beat-up and I’m worn-out. I am terrified of the things I can’t control. I blogged about this before where there’s such anxiety of things that haven’t happened that I spend weeks trying to control. It’s like your on a train the deer on the track you see it but this little time to react. Just buckle up and hope for the best. I’m so worn-out I been play at this game with a defeater’s attitude. The constant fighting is wearing me down, trying to be everything to everyone. Struggling is a term that is often used when describing an bipolar depression episode, however, I am beyond struggling I’m drowning. No rock I can crawl under will help hide the pain I am in.
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Original Post Date: July 28, 2021
I often quote famous movies that inspire my soul, for example “Let Good Thoughts Be Your Sword and Shield” Vida Boheme Too Wong Foo Thanks For Everything Julie Newmar. Or “I’m Sorry But Earth Is Closed Today” Iron Man/Tony Stark Avengers Infinity War. In some strange way these quotes often tell a tale of how I’m feeling, you know, very relatable. Stick with me on this. I promise it will make sense in the end. Hello I’m Sunny Larue known as the Professional Martini Drinking Blogger and today’s blog post is inspired by relatable quotes.
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This post is inspired by writing prompt #112 write something about lemons
When life gives you lemons squeeze them then put into a blender make lemon drop Martini’s. Life is always a party with a good strong Martini as they say a lemon a day keeps the batty people away. Slice them up for a warm cup of tea, perfectly soothing warming the soul on those cold nights. Cool them down for a light bite of summer’s delight hanging out with linguini and shrimp.
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Original Post Date: July 9, 2019
Hello all you warriors of words, today blog is a little bit different in a way that’s never been done here before. I’m stepping way out of my comfort zone and diving in head first with these set of questions passed on from my friend fellow blogger Rachel Marcelle from the Vogue Magazine Series. (Rachel answers)
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Hello all you masters and mistresses of words, today post is from a fellow blogger and a dear friend who I forsea us being life long friends Kristian Weigman. Kristian is a blast there’s not enough words that can explain my respect for her. She’s funny, witty and smart all these things are reflected in her blogs. This is why I enjoy reading her material and I think you will too. Feedback is always welcome and if you like this post check out her other writings and don’t forget to subscribe. You can also follow her on social media.
Hello all you warriors or words, wow for the third time this week I been nominated for a blogging award. I can’t tell you enough how grateful and humble I am with this second nomination. This nod comes from my friend and fellow blogger Jessica Mathis. Jessica is a blogger whom I considered to be champion of our community. Giving her time and knowledge so generously, I am grateful we connected. I can go on about Jessica but if you want to see how awesome she is follow her blog The Unplug Initiative and follow her on twitter @jessciamathis88 and don’t forget to subscribe. A personal thank you to Jessica for your continued support. Read Jessica’s answers: (Sunshine Blogger Award).
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Thank you Craig for sharing.
I come to the conclusion when writing or blogging a thought or an idea to be honest. When I write my words are a result from something traumatic in my life. These moments are like reflections. Just like one would see a reflection in a mirror, words for a blogger/writer are just as such. I find myself staring more and more at my words which are very emotional, raw, powerful and sometimes painful. Sometimes these emotions can be very difficult to face. It’s especially difficult putting yourself out on social media where the trolls thrive. I often ask myself “is it worth the risk?”
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