RED
🔶RED🔶 is my new post that focus on the beauty instead of the negative rap this color often receives. If only everyone can look at the world w/all her beauty maybe things would be better.… Read More RED
Tag: loss
REMEMBER MY NAME
Today I am feeling lower than I can possibly go. It’s shows. My emotions are compromised and my strength my armor is slowly being chipped away. With every frown or crossed stare I get from the powers to be, a crack appears on my armor. If I stay here in this space, I fear there… Read More REMEMBER MY NAME
HELP ME
⚠️HELP ME⚠️
Everything hurts, words, laugh & cry its all too painful or am I’m too sensitive to feel the joys of life.… Read More HELP ME
UNCONTROLLABLE CHAOS
⚠️UNCONTROLLABLE CHAOS⚠️
Guess who comes back to town? “Chum” isn’t alone this time he’s brought his pals Manic Doubt Panic as well as his other pals Disorder & Confusion. How do one do the impossible control the uncontrollable chaos… Read More UNCONTROLLABLE CHAOS
A WORLD WITHOUT LOVE
👉A WORLD W/O LOVE👈
I don’t want to live in this cold cruel dead world w/o your unconditional love only a mother can give.… Read More A WORLD WITHOUT LOVE
THE CARNIVAL
It’s a mouth full of cookie I nearly choked on after cracking up with laughter reading it. Truth can be found in the most strangest places, you just have to look and be ready to receive. My truth for this episode was found in a fortune cookie. It read “The fortune you seek is already within you” there it is. The spirits pushing me in the right direction always.
Hi, I’m Sunny Larue blogger, writer, storyteller, music lover and martini admirer.
My blogs are about self-discovery with a positive vibe.
My short stories are about love and loss inspired real life events.
Title of today’s blog post is: “The Carnival In My Head”
Feedback is always welcome… Read More THE CARNIVAL
THE BLAH FACTOR
It’s pretty scary when you are in a stage what I call the “Blah Factor.” I say this because when you don’t feel anything you become numb to nothing. You don’t care and with a mental disorder like manic depression that blah blah feeling can lead to despair. What to do when you are face with the black factor?
Hello, I’m Sunny Larue blogger, writer, storyteller, music lover and martini admirer.
My blogs are about self-discovery with a positive vibe.
My stories are about love and loss inspired by real life events.
And this is the Blah Factor.… Read More THE BLAH FACTOR
OVER THE HUMP
“I been listening to my playlist that consist of my favorite bands and songs. Been watching some TV Netflix anything to up lift my spirits. I’m forcing myself to write. The clicking of the keyboards coupled by the soothing music from my playlist is very calming and relaxing.” I’m Sunny Larue the professional martini drinking blogger and storyteller. My writings are about self-discovery, life and loss inspired by real life events. Today blog post is part three and the conclusion of my manic depression meltdown. Dealing with mental disorder such as depression is both mentally and physically draining. It’s good to have people in your corner to help ease back into reality. Thank you for reading and if you like to know more please check out my other blogs and short stories. Feedback is always welcomed.… Read More OVER THE HUMP
REMEMBER WHEN
It’s been ten years since I had the pleasure of calling you a friend. The world has grown moving fast forward and life tries so desperately hard to keep up, I haven’t thought of neither of you.
Ouch these words are like knife stabbing through the heart. But none felt as a woman being scorned not only by her husband but by her best friend. We all have some kind betrayal from someone we love. Loss is loss whether it’s a death of the physical body or death of a relationship we all feel pain. The question is “when is the best time to let all that pain go?”
I’m Sunny Larue blogger, writer, music lover and martini admirer.
My bloggers are about self-discovery with/positive vibe.
My stories are about love and loss inspired by real life events.
Since you’re here check out my other writings.
Your feedback is always welcome. Thank You!
… Read More REMEMBER WHEN
CRASH DIET FOR THE MIND
“I don’t allow myself to be human therefore my feelings of hurt, frustration and anger don’t have any value. This process invalidates me as a person. That’s the one thing I truly dislike about myself.”
This single emotion is dangerous to have. It’s another form of doubting oneself. When you are in the grips of a depression emotional episode coupled by feeling invalidated it’s a recipe for disaster. Dealing with mental disorder such as depression you’re on a constant never-ending rollercoaster, it’s learning what triggers your emotions and what steps to take to prevent those triggers from going off. Yes you can one live a happy life.
I’m Sunny Larue blogger, writer, music lover and martini admirer.
My bloggers are about self-discovery with/positive vibe. My stories are about love & loss inspired by real life events. This is my story.
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